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Being an Animal is Dirty

Crazy ideas sometimes pop into my head – and this is one of them. It may be priceless or it might be worthless. But here it is, for what it is worth.

As we have concentrated our attention more and more on our machines – we have naturally concentrated less and less attention on ourselves. And somehow we have unconsciously assumed that machines are better somehow than we are. After all, they are getting all the attention – not us. There must be something wrong with us – by comparison.

This line of reasoning, and others like it, requires that we assume the existence of the unconscious – and especially the collective unconscious. Unless we take this seriously, it seems to me, we have no hope of understanding ourselves. Because the unconscious is a very important component of what it means to be human. If we deny this (as many do) we deny ourselves – and insist that we are machines.

Understanding what is going on in the unconscious takes some moxie (something novelists are good at) – a combination of intuition and logic. Other people are often better able to understand ourselves than we are – this has been known for a long time and is the basis of therapy – again, something many avoid like the plague.

My insight this morning is mostly an intuition – but is also based on observing how people tend to think highly of their machines – and less highly about themselves. I think highly of machines (especially computers) myself – but I also carefully balance that with an interest in people – and their many imperfections.

We are animals – something my mother denied emphatically. We are a special kind of animals, true enough – but still very much like every other animal. This is convenient, because we can study some of our relatives (such as mice) or even fruit-flies to deduce how we work.

We cannot do this with machines – because they work entirely differently. Usually, being an expert in them is no help in understanding ourselves – since we are basically animals – something entirely different.

I have to also take religion into account here. Many religions consider people impure – and strive for greater purity – and tended to regard our bodily functions – especially the sexual ones – as undesirable.

One of the results of this was Industrialization – which was derived from Protestantism. This produced a world with a heavy emphasis on technology – all of which are machines of various kinds. Manufacturing – and its products – became our central preoccupation. As well as our occupations.

Right here is where the subtle – but all-important – shift occurred. From thinking of ourselves to thinking of our machines. And – at the unconscious level – considering them as superior to ourselves. Or to put it the other way – to thinking of ourselves as somehow inferior to them.

We reasoned (unconsciously) that there must be something about us that made us less desirable. The answer was clear enough – we were animals – and this was disgusting!

Immediately, I will get lots of objections – people saying (most emphatically) that they have done no such thing. And reached no such conclusion. All I can do (or anyone else) is calmly observe their actions to see if they are consistent with this theory. Or something like it.

Whatever the conclusion, awareness and social sensitivity are required. Two human (and animal) qualities that many lack.

The Freud Exhibit

Freud – Conflict and Culture

Michael S. Roth – who teaches my The Modern and the Postmodern online course – and who is also the president of Wesleyan University - curated this exhibit for the Smithsonian. It has many photographs – which show how over-dressed those people were.

This is another fine example of how much free, high-quality information is available on the Web – for those who want it.

Here is a great quote (written by Freud himself) from the exhibit:

It almost looks like analysis were the third of those “impossible” professions in which one can be quite sure of unsatisfying results. The other two, much older-established, are the bringing up of children and the government of nations.

The exhibit also makes clear that Freud often exaggerated the value of psychoanalysis – as many other people have noticed.

My last therapist was a Jungian therapist – Karl Jung was a follower of Freud, who parted ways with him. This therapist was the most expensive therapist I ever had – and I had quite a few. But he did me absolutely no good.

Fritz Perls had also been a disciple of Freud. He started Gestalt Therapy – which was popular in the Seventies. I don’t know if it effected any cures or not – but at least it was entertaining.

Possessed by the Spirit of Progress

People have believed in spirits for a very long time. It has even been given a name – Shamanism. I was once a believer in this, and was under the influence of a woman who trained other people in shamanistic techniques – where you found your helper spirits and communicated with them.

I had a huge problem back then, when I was working in California high-tech – and I couldn’t stand my job. The corporate atmosphere was sickening. I kept asking my spirits what was wrong – and got no answer – nothing at all. Shamanism was no help for me – because it could not help me with my really big problem – coping with the working world – which did not seem to be working at all.

Since then I have come to a simple conclusion – we have become possessed by a spirit we never noticed before – and I have named this spirit Progress – technological progress.

Technology functions differently than humans do. It has its own spirit – or more accurately: spirits since each technology has its own unique kind.

Now I have put that down in writing – I am amazed I never said that before – it is so obvious. Anyone who is an expert at anything becomes acquainted with its spirit – its way of doing things. This even applies to driving a car – you have to become acquainted with its nature.

The next step is not quite as obvious, but is critical. Technology itself has its own spirit. And it is different from the human spirit.

It may surprise you to hear me talking of the human spirit. Because we have lost touch with it – and no longer believe in it. This would have shocked any person of the 18th Century – who would have taken it for granted. But two hundred years have made an unbelievable difference in us.

Why? Because we have become possessed by another spirit. And made to do its bidding – and not our own.

Now I must take a detour, and examine the nature of this beast – technology. Lots of very smart people have not been able to define it. But, as Lewis Mumford made clear, any technology is basically a machine. A way of doing something.

Writing is a way of putting language on some medium. Once this is done, it acquires a different power – or spirit. Often a religious spirit.

Any successful technology has a huge effect on the humans who adopt it. For example, agriculture. And technologies have a big effect on each other – metallurgy had a big effect on weaponry.

But the biggest effect of all – as I keep saying – was the effect of technology on humans. This culminated eventually in the Roman Empire – whose main technology was the ability to organize large groups of people. But this ability went too far – it tried to organize (or dominate) too many different people – and it collapsed.

I will pass over the next thousand years or so. And begin my story again with the 18th Century – or the dawn of the Industrial Revolution. What happened then? We became obsessed with (or possessed by) machines – the first one being the Sailing Ship – a wind machine. This produced a new class of people – the sailors who operated these ships – iron men on wooden ships – people with very limited mental powers – who were ruled by the people made rich by their ships.

This set the pattern for what became known as Capitalism. Which involved our acquisition of (and adaption to) an explosion of new technologies. The most important being derived from the merger of electricity and photography – the movies and television – or the mass media. People became divided into the workers and the owners – and the managers who made up a big part of the hierarchy.

Industry manufactured products and consumers bought them. In an exponential growth situation – that relied, at bottom, on the energy from oil. This was the spirit of the time – the Fifties, when I became an adult. Not a very nice time, believe me. But it was going to get worse.

We got hit by a quantum jump in technology. It went by different names – electronics, high-tech, computers, the Internet. All of this had a different spirit – an extremely powerful one. And one it will probably take us hundreds of years to understand – if we last that long.

But whatever it is – we have become possessed by it. And I mean that literally.

The Impact of Technology on Society

This is something I keep harping on, to no effect at all. It seems simple enough to me – we become whatever we are obsessed with. When we became obsessed with Christ, for example, we became like Him – and never really recovered. When we became obsessed with the Sailing Ship, we changed ourselves completely to accommodate that (a whole complex of activities). And never really recovered.

In the 19th Century there was an explosion of technological innovations that blew us out of the water. The first result, which we have never recovered from, was the elimination of us, as humans. And our replacement by a series of technologies – all different kinds of machines.

But the most fundamental effect was to make us like an explosion – with pieces of ourselves flying off in all directions. You can easily see this for yourself – everyone is scattered. And like Humpty-Dumpty – cannot be put back together again.

Two Memoirs About Growing Up in Severely Dysfunctional Families

As a product of one of these myself, they always interest me – how on earth do they survive? The answer, as I knew for myself, is that they often do not – and and even the survivors are marked for life.

Most people want to know why I interested in such horrible stories. Their strategy is to forget their own childhood – or anything like it.

I was part of a men’s therapy group back in the Valley (Silicon Valley). And I was always amazed by the stories another guy told us about his childhood. I thought mine was bad – but it couldn’t hold a candle to his. He was a successful engineer in the Valley – but his personal life was a mess. This was such a common combination – it seemed normal at the time.

I listened to With or Without You: A Memoir - but never finished it. I am now listening to Her: A Memoir - and I think I will finish it, even though it is a much longer book.

Why? Because the last book has class - it is literature. Something that attracts me – even though it repels most readers.

The writer was an identical twin – whose twin died of an overdose. She had everything going for her – except what in a man would be called intestinal fortitude - a strong center.

Streaming Video

A little while ago I bought a video camera so I could make videos – a Cannon FS400. It didn’t cost much – only about 200 dollars – but I quickly found it was an inadequate product. In bright sunlight I could not see the little fold-out screen. And the software that created a video file was nothing but a kludge cobbled together with other programs from other companies – that you had to install on your own computer.

But this was not all. Once I had uploaded my video files to the Net – they had to be downloaded before anyone could view them. This for me was not a big problem – I download files all the time. But to my dismay, I found most users were barely able to use their computers – and did not know how to do a download. No matter how carefully I told them what to do – they could not do it!

As my religious family used to say – they were in the computer world, but not of it. They were somewhere else, heavens knows where.

This was a shock. I realized I would have to stream my video – just like all the other streaming videos on the Net – such as YouTube. So I did a Google about this and got my answer. I would have to host my video files on a service that would stream my videos for me – a company such as BrightCove – that uses special (and very expensive) streaming servers. This would cost me a minimum of $100 a month!

The only alternative is to use YouTube, which is free (and used by nearly everyone) – but only provides minimal video quality.

In summary – good streaming videos are not easy and are not cheap. Only big organizations can afford them.

And that I am not.

Self-Destruct on Command

This is so common we never notice it. But unless we do, we are finished – as a culture (a global culture), and as individuals.

But perhaps I should begin more modestly, and state my feelings first. I feel the world is no longer a friendly place. And in my naivete, I believe that the world must have been more friendly at one time – and should become more friendly again.

If I say this, however, I get no response – or a negative one. No one else seems to notice what bothers me enormously. They think something most be wrong with me instead. Something very wrong indeed.

I feel like the messenger that brings bad news – but ends up being killed instead. This is not a good feeling.

Everyone tells me I should change my message – or forget it. But this is like asking me to forget my body – and in effect, kill myself. Just like everyone else has done. This, to me, is no solution – but the problem itself.

My personal solution (I realize, looking back at it) was to change cultures – and live in Costa Rica – which is still a friendly country. Gradually, many of my problems (emotional and physical) disappeared. Will this work for you? I doubt it.

A few people can adapt, build a new personality over their old ones, and live hybrid lives. Or go back and forth between the two worlds frequently. Or become alcoholics. Or just stay the same, ignoring their surroundings. Most, however go back and learn nothing from their experience.

Changing yourself is not all that easy – and most people don’t even try. And most cultures do not try either. This is quite a change from what it was like only a couple of centuries ago – when revolution was in the air – and people were giving their lives for it.

We no longer have any lives to give. And we consider this a vast improvement.

We used to consider ourselves consumers – a lowly role if ever there was one – but now we are not even that. We simply don’t exist. But in our minds being nothing is the same as being everything – something we like very much.

This is easy to summarize – we have self-destructed. Because this is what we were told to do. We were simply following orders. We have forgotten that we are human – in our rush to become superhuman.

How did this happen (where did these orders come from)? I am only guessing here, but my guess is similar to many others. And it points in one direction – at our rampant technology. We have put so much into it – we had nothing left for ourselves (as a group) – or our selves (as individuals). We were left with nothing at all.

I must re-phrase this – and say what seems ridiculous – our things have issued these orders! They want everything for themselves – and want us out of the way! I know this sounds totally paranoid – but I can explain what I mean.

People and their technologies have always become the same thing – this is what a successful technology is – it takes over, and we merge with it. We become the same thing – or, if you prefer, the same complex. It acquires a mind of its own – and starts issuing orders – that we must obey.

Take the first industrial technology – the sailing ship. As I described in The Industrial Revolution Began With The Sailing Ship. This created an entirely new class of people – sailors, who existed only to man these ships. And who were incapable of anything else – such as understanding or managing the world they were in.

At first, this was not a problem. Other people – who were hopefully more capable – could run things for them. The sailors, and their families, only had to work and reproduce – two tasks they were quite capable of doing.

But as Industrialization continued, things got worse – because more and more people became workers. The most important thing in their lives were their jobs – where someone else was in control. This is what Capitalism was. Any thinking person could see its problems – never-ending development – but no one could stop it.

Then things got even more complicated. The Computer – really a complex of innovations (including hardware, software, and the Internet and Wireless networks) jerked us into another world – when we couldn’t even understand the one we left. We had gone from an industrial economy to a post-industrial economy (for the lack of a better label) when we didn’t even understand the old one!

We were really in a mess!

People No Longer Think, They Obey

What do they obey? That’s a good question, and I am not sure I can answer it. But if I were pushed for an answer, it would be – their environment! With a heavy reliance on mass communications. Politicians spend massive amounts on TV ads – because they know they work.

People have become like insects, with their antennas alert for the slightest signals. This is natural, of course, for any social animal. This is how any society works – with intense, constant monitoring of what everyone else is doing. When scuba-diving in the Indian Ocean, I have watched schools of fish respond as one body. And was thrilled to watch them.

This behavior can even be simulated, rather easily, by a computer. But we have ignored the obvious implications for human behavior. Which is – that our behavior has become group behavior – and individual behavior has been suppressed.

Including awareness of this very fact.

We cannot expect fish to understand their group behavior – but humans should be able to. But in their present state – they cannot.

Some will say this is not a problem – because our advanced technology has made individual thinking unnecessary. This is never said out loud – but whispered quietly from all directions. People hear and obey – just as surely as in any dictatorship. The thought-police are not necessary, because everyone performs this function.

I have a new book To Save Everything, Click – the Folly of Technological Solutionism. That makes just this point. The author, Evgeny Morozov, was born in Belarus, and one of his supporters is the President of Estonia. This is strange country to find Humanists in – but that is where they are coming from.

Closer to home - Bruce Schneier is making much the same point in his Nationalism on the Internet:

For technology that was supposed to ignore borders, bring the world closer together, and sidestep the influence of national governments, the Internet is fostering an awful lot of nationalism right now.

What they both are saying – but don’t say very loudly – is that people can no longer think for themselves. Other forces are in control. Each describes one of these forces – and there must be many more.

I was subjected to one of them when I was working in California High-Tech in the Eighties and Nineties - which morphed into Computers – which morphed into the Internet. We were all under the influence of mass-hysteria. And no one was thinking at all. As someone who was thinking a little – I got stepped on – and squashed. I was lucky to get away in one piece.

Cataloging these various insanities is not so important. What is important is that people have become helpless.

While feeling they are all-powerful.

Flaubert – The Despair of Everyday Life

The radio is playing loudly from the house next door – one of the curses of living in Latin America. Being able to ignore it is one of my most useful accomplishments.

I am reading Madame Bovary - in the new translation by Lydia Davis. This is Literature – with a capital L. Emma (Madame Bovary) is having an imaginary love affair with a local clerk, Léon. And she despises her husband, the local doctor in a provincial village.

I am struck, once again, by how some of the best insights into the feminine psyche come from masculine authors – and not from masculine philosophers, theologians, or psychologists – who do not seem to understand them at all – and do not want to.

I have know several women who also had to have an imaginary love affair going on. And several who despised their husbands – which seemed to be exactly what their husbands wanted.

Get the book – it doesn’t cost much.

Letting the World be Good to You

This is something many people cannot stand. They can stand the world being bad to them (although they may bitch about this endlessly). But not good to them.

If their life takes an unexpectedly good turn – they freak out and wreck it.

Having no awareness that this is going on at all.

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